I lost people that were once my best friends. I lost old friendships that I thought would last beyond high school. People I once trusted ended up showing me the opposite. Although I lost those people, I also built more valuable relationships with the people who stayed. I kept the friends that really mattered. I gained stronger friendships with people who were there for me. I realized that besides family, I only have a few people I can truly rely on, but that’s okay. Having a huge group of friends isn’t that great when most can care less about you. In the end, having a few valuable friendships with the people who really have your back is always worth so much more than anything else. True friends will never leave you, remember that.
Just because I disagree with you, doesn’t mean I want to start something. My opinion is… just an opinion. Nothing more. It shouldn’t matter to you if you think otherwise. I mean, you can’t expect everyone to agree on the same things, right? Everyone has different point of views. And especially when you ask for my opinion; I’m just stating how I feel, okay? I’m not asking for an argument. So please, calm yo tits. I don’t want to waste my time to people like you.
For a moment there was silence between the two of us. I sit closer beside him and share to him all my thoughts like we used to do. He enjoyed listening and I was happy that I made him smile. After a few moments, I felt the sweet breeze around us that made my heart beat faster. I’ve been keeping this kind of agony for years and only truth can set me free. So, I start to ask questions, until I came to the point to tell it. My feelings were so expressive and he did nothing but to remain silent. I grew impatient upon waiting for his answer. I tried to explain why but I guess its just not enough. For some reason, I knew I was just a sister to him, I heard this a hundred times already. That made me ashamed of myself. How hopeless I was! I became angry of myself, though I knew he has another, I still let my heart overpower my mind. And I slowly moved far away from him, facing the other direction. Then I realized he has nothing to say so I walked away, but he stopped me! I thought that was a sign that he loves me, but something that I saw from his face, a face that cannot be pictured. Suddenly, a low voice came out from him, two identical words that pain strucked my heart, “WE’RE FRIENDS!” What a word he gave that I almost fainted but tried to grow stronger. And I asked back, “FRIENDS… JUST FRIENDS!” A single tear dropped from my eyes and I ran away… crying alone! “JUST FRIENDS”, the most hurtful words I learn from him. He broke my heart. He broke me. He broke every piece of me :(






